February 2011
1 post
Urgh
So much.. It’s not hate.. I wanna say hate but it’s not.. I don’t know what it is. All I know is I wanna move out. Soon. I need a change, and I need it now.
It’s been quite a while since I last posted here.. I wish I was there, like 50% of me wants to go back.. I’m having so many issues here I just want to burst. I feel shortness of breath, I’m bleeding, I...
Meh?
Half of the people say I should make a move on her. The other half say I should wait.
Some people say she’s crazy about me like I am about her. Some people say she’s not interested..
I have absolutely no idea what to do. I get so many mixed signals about her it’s crazy. Some are good and some are real bad. I’m super super confused!
I don’t know what should I...
limit
Today I’ve had enough of myself.
I’m a mess. I keep criticizing the world when I’m not able to look at myself in the mirror and notice any flaws. I’m a hypocrite.
There are several things I do right now that I used to frown upon. Drugs. Alcohol. Bets. Tobacco. I loathed these things. Now I do them.
Today I stop.
Because I won’t drink a beer again. Won’t...
J
Quite a while since I last posted, 1, maybe 2 months.
Everything was going good with life (or at least that’s what I thought) until today. I won’t go into details and I’m not in the mood for writing, I just want to rest right now.. I’ll post something tomorrow.
January 2010
7 posts
K
I know we’ve been drinking and you’ve been lying in the bed for quite a while you’re extremely tired. There are just so many things I wanna tell you but I just can’t find the right time to bring me to say it.
I think there’s a connection between you and me other than just being friends.
I see you there with your precious eyes closed and that perfect smile..
It was...
Flight tomorrow
I think I’m done writing about basic existencial problems and start acting as a blogger unless I remember something else to talk about.
Going back to Canada tomorrow and hopefully everything will turn out ok. I miss my friends and just wanna hang out with them again.
I’m having dinner right now with my family as this is supposed to be a goodbye party :).
This night I’ll...
The F word (no, it's not 4 lettered)
First off, I’m not in the mood for writing and I’m sort of stressed out because I fly back on Tuesday and I’ve got nothing ready yet. Anyway.
I was working a little bit using my laptop this afternoon when I realized I haven’t been paying that much attention to social life lately. Sure, I’ve got 500 friends on facebook (who doesn’t) but I don’t see it as...
Love
Last night after writing the last post I threw up a little.
Anyway.
Been listening to a bunch of love songs lately, and one that always strikes me as odd (good odd) is the Starstrukk song by 3oh!3.
What does it say about love? It says:
L-O-V-E is just another word I’ll never learn to pronounce.
Every other love song involves trying to understand the damned word. That’s why it...
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Gizmos and gears
Ok. So this blog starts in a cold night in the outskirts of Mexico City, no heating in the room other than the old electric box in the corner. I’m covered with blankets using only my phone to write this.
Let’s cut to the point.
I don’t like where this is heading. By this I mean us. Us the people. The gears in the machine called world.
Think of it this way, if the world was...
Starting..
First tumblr post.. I named this “hoping” because I hope everything turns out ok.. Sometimes you just need to express yourself and this is how I plan to do this. Even though this will start as an anonymous blog, I may give hints as to who I am, where I am and such. The reason I conceal my identity? I just realized everything I do is known to everyone I talk to, so doing something...