Hoping

So much.. It’s not hate.. I wanna say hate but it’s not.. I don’t know what it is. All I know is I wanna move out. Soon. I need a change, and I need it now.

It’s been quite a while since I last posted here.. I wish I was there, like 50% of me wants to go back.. I’m having so many issues here I just want to burst. I feel shortness of breath, I’m bleeding, I don’t need this.