Hoping

Half of the people say I should make a move on her. The other half say I should wait.

Some people say she’s crazy about me like I am about her. Some people say she’s not interested..

I have absolutely no idea what to do. I get so many mixed signals about her it’s crazy. Some are good and some are real bad. I’m super super confused!

I don’t know what should I do..

I’m so lost in what I think I’ve created. Not planning it, I met a guy and started getting him into my circle of friends and now I feel it’s me against him. I’m so angry at myself because I introduced them in good will and look at how things have changed.

I feel I’m on the edge of reason, feel like I’m about to go crazy.. I am crazy.. I think I’m so fucking in love with my best friend and I have no clue how to act, what to do.. I need guidance. Desperately.